Thursday, November 29, 2012

Finally

Perhaps this is where I got into trouble last year.  Holidays.  Mashed potatoes. Pumpkin Pie.  Relatives.  Sadness.  Remembering those who are no longer here or lives that are no longer lived the way they were.  Change that is not always a pleasant thing.  As I ran today, I could feel myself physically slow as I thought of my concerns, as I worried about those I love.  How are our emotions NOT connected to our bodies and our motivation and our perspective on the world?  If anyone thinks that these things can be parceled out and subdivided, like so many lots in a suburban landscape, more power to them.  For me and, I would hazard to guess, many others, our loves, our losses, our hopes, our fears drive us, impede us, change us, but in some way, affect us.  I feel I have lost the ability to see myself as important.  Why?  Because I am worried and consumed about others whom I loved or love, whom I want to bring into my world, whom I think about more than I can focus on what is good or right for me.  What the hell does this have to do with an exercise or diet blog?  Because it is part of my day to day, part of my life.  Its effects change whether I greet the day and start to run, or whether I hunker down under the covers thinking how much I would like to just stay there, how much I want to be loved, how much I fear for those I love.

Thursday, Nov. 29:  Nevertheless . . . I ran today:  3.75 miles--combining walking and running.  A sunny day.  A brisk day.  A good day, as they say, to be alive.


Sunday, November 18, 2012

Thanksgiving Week

Hot Dog!  Or should I say Turkey!  This is the week of the 10K with Geoff, Greg, and Andrew.  Looking forward to it!
Sunday:  30+ minute run--a fair amount of hills--felt good!  60+ degrees helped.

A brief comment:  I haven't lost any more weight after my "recommitment" in October.  I'm actually okay with that because I know I haven't stuck to the exercise routine I said I'd get back on.  I'm (generally) watching what I eat, exercising at least a 3-4 times a week, and making sure I don't gain.  I've had to deal with some difficult emotional events and I'm proud, really, that I didn't let those cause a downward spiral in my health (I have to say that, otherwise I can get down on myself when I'm really not doing badly).  One thing I will be sure to begetting back to after turkey day, though, is yoga:  this is my stress reliever, muscle stretcher and strengthener, and how I can avoid the pain of fibromyalgia and the tension-related neck and arm issues.
 
Tuesday:  balance ball exercise (1/2 hr)
Wednesday:  yoga (1/2 hr)
Thursday:  10K Thanksgiving Day run!
Friday:  day off--didn't feel good most of the day after the run; upset tummy that didn't go away and still a bit of a problem on and off on Friday.  Will eat something different before a race next time!

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Veterans Day Week (beginning Nov 10)

Saturday:  I'll begin here, because I'm not sure what I was doing this past week--some exercise, some field trips where I was on my feet most of the day, but mainly, recovering from trying to fend off a cold (felt awful Tuesday, election day, got better, but stayed exhausted most of the week), BUT by Saturday, my body was saying "let's boogie" and I ran 70 minutes straight with two 30 sec walk breaks (at 30 minutes and 50 minutes).  I'm pumped for the 10K on Thanksgving Day that I'll run with two of my sons!  Note to self:  You always feel better after you exercise.  Always.
Sunday:  Beautiful day!  Maybe good hiking day? Oops--got windy and cloudy and the day got away from me.
Monday:  Pilates
Tuesday:  Yoga
Wednesday:  about 20 minutes of walking around campus
Thursday:  Test run at 9 a.m. in 28 degrees to check for how to dress for the Thanksgiving day 10K.  Layered, and had to remove jacket (over the head--will do zip front next time) at about 1.75 mile mark.  About 11.5 min miles for 32 minutes.  Got toasty!
Friday:  Walked all over and around campus, and good thing too since I had a bourbon tasting in the evening.  Nice balance.
Saturday:  Hiking around Spring Grove.  Beautiful place, sometimes eerie, but fascinating.


Monday, November 5, 2012

Voting Week

Yikes--scary week; I've felt nervous for days for a variety of reasons, the election among them.
Sunday--No exercise except shivering.  Spent 3.5 hours waiting in line (and then an additional two hours inside) to see President Obama with an opening warm-up by Stevie Wonder.  Not much to eat all day, so I think I did well despite the lack of exercise!
Monday--50 minute walk/run, with mostly walking.  Nice afternoon, but cold; I think I'm getting wimpy in my old age, and I have this fantasy of getting a job in Northern Michigan or the UP.  Yay, right.